A time for me, to just be...

Every time I evolve, I outgrow a version of me.

I have changed sooooo much & mainly since I awakened in 2015.

Yes at times I am still a bit crazy, and enjoy sharing my warped sense of humour with other sicko’s 😆

But my mindset, behaviour and whole way of being has completely altered. And in the last year I would say, continues to rapidly evolve.

I have been going through a bit of an identity crisis to be honest with you. A process of a spiritual awakening where everything feels ‘off’ 😕 Not feeling “myself”, things that used to excite me no longer do, things I thought I would never do, I am doing. I care less about the things that used to bother me and I care more about the things I didn’t know I cared about so passionately.

I love simple things now more than ever, I am a lot more introverted than I have ever been. I am content in my own space just being and I find genuine joy in the littlest of things.

I have healed, a lot. My mind has expanded, and my consciousness continues to also expand.

I believe I have become the person I came here to be, and I need time to literally grieve the person I once were and sit with new me, so I went to Greece, by myself, to give myself a holiday, because 1) I bloody deserved it 😂🙌🏻 and 2) I just needed to be.

My experience?

I have no idea why I had never done this before. It was the ultimate act of self-care and self-love. Actually, I do know why, because the old me would have felt lacking. I would have watched couples be together and feel lack within me. I would have never felt confident enough to eat in a restaurant by myself. I would never have felt able to get myself on a flight. I would have doubted so many things about going on holiday abroad by myself and when this opportunity came up, I felt so sure about wanting to do this, for me.

We are conditioned to believe being by yourself means there is something wrong, when actually in fact, maybe there is everything right about that.

When you find yourself no time on your own will ever feel odd. It may to others so do not buy into their own conditioning and programming. Do what feels right for you, it is how you break free.