One big fat spiritual awakening

So here I am, august 9th 2021, getting organized and ready to launch my first ever podcast series eeeekkkk. (That's the nervous and excited noise I make) There is sooo much work that goes into all of this. Once my podcast is dropped I know I will feel immense pressure to stay on top of everything that is going on in my life right now. As well as running my hair business, the website, Instagram, queries and practical work, I have now decided to produce a book, podcast and my own personal website. EEEEKKKKKKK. My passion is calling me into the direction of wellbeing. I want to help people. I feel called to go down this route and I have to follow my heart with this. But in the pursuit of my dreams, I feel scared at times. Is this all for nothing? Or will something greater materialize? I do not have all the answers right now and maybe I don't need them. Maybe following my gut and acting on those nudges is enough. Sometimes I don't even feel like me anymore. I never thought in a million years a time of upset would bring me here but it has. Through THAT awakening in 2015 and the journey that was provoked from that has got me to this point.

Who ever thought that was what I needed?! Grief, heart ache and triggering emotions was what I needed to push me in the right direction. I needed a big fat spiritual awakening.

I needed something huge to wake me up and push me to question life.

Maybe you need that to?

In the face of adversity, stay strong, and believe that whatever you are facing right now is happening for a reason. Although you may not be able to see what that reason is right now, just know, that you are more than capable of getting yourself through it. You just have to believe you are. Nothing lasts forever so embrace life as it is, the good the bad the everything.